i need to get my head on straight. remember how i told you that i was scared, too? it's making me act like an idiot and a terrible person
which is making me even more scared because i would not blame you for not wanting to stick around. i wouldn't stick around with me. i'm nosy and i want too much.
i know now isn't the best time so you can ignore this. just. i'm sorry. i'm not any good at this. i'm still trying to figure out if we're actually in a relationship? and that's a terrifying word, by the way.
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which is making me even more scared because i would not blame you for not wanting to stick around. i wouldn't stick around with me. i'm nosy and i want too much.
i know now isn't the best time so you can ignore this. just. i'm sorry. i'm not any good at this. i'm still trying to figure out if we're actually in a relationship? and that's a terrifying word, by the way.